| To take the dream off the lie |
[01 Jan 2008|05:19pm] |
its amazing that even when we take a break were still working.
fact: ive been writing new songs, well just lyrics but thats all your little greasy hearts will have to settle for until patrick gets his mad scientist lab coat on and starts the real magic.
production has offically started on the documentary i mentioned earlier this month. the director behind "gimmie shelter", Albert Maysles, will be heading up the direction of our visionary project. hes like a legend, so im really excited to work with him. like as big as my ego is i have to to hide it around him because he'll easily put me in my place. he knows what hes doing.
ive thought about doing some indie work in films, like dark roles. something to get out of the ordinary, stop working as the hearthrob and start working at something really creative. nothing big hollywood or selling myself out, just something to do on my own. for my own.
things with ashlee have been rocky even if they appear great publically. i havent really seen her all as much as id like to have, even though we make appearances at like every party imaginable.
its funny how when i came home this year for the holidays i was known for being ashlees boyfriend more than IOH going number 1.
if i heard "dude your dating ashlee simpson" one more time while i was there i think id be in hell right now.
watch out, 2008>2007.
love petey
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| Guilty pleasures |
[29 Dec 2007|10:41am] |
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update:
ive been helping my friend gabe shoot the video for his song "the city is at war". its got a cool nostalgia type feel to it. like, something outta dirty harry. i thought id get to carry a magnum or something but im just going to be a small mall cop, this is what happens when youre single reaches #2 in the nation....
anything to help gabe out though, hes always been a great artist and an even better friend.
the video will premier on the 31st at mtv.com at 10 oclock eastern time(i guess, *shrugs*) so boys and girls get your popcorn and cherry coke ready.
ive got a few previews of my part of the party.
nothing exciting just a bad mullet and a throwback stache that will probably be gone by the time your done reading this.
love,
the 3-peat
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| The nightmare before us |
[26 Dec 2007|01:50pm] |
i've always been the leader of a leaderless army. the disenfranchised, the stripped and the broken.
we're all dreaming up flames to melt our little broken hearts, but i dreamt up an angel to make mine.
i've always been the worst at being heartless anyway.
said it was a close call but really meant it was a longshot.
the blood pumping in my veins has lost its function.
the skin i scrapped falling in love doesnt need to be bandaged and the sanity ive lost all along the way cant be reclaimed.
it's not like the lost and found could ever really do us justice anyway.
crying only leaves you with s(m)oggy eyes, and the translations of love in dictionaries never made much sense. you cant use 50 others words to describe one, no matter how sweet they are.
i never used adjectives to describe anything, they've always used me to describe everything.
held your arm because i was the one afraid of getting (g)ripped.
im runing out of excuses but you could never run out of lies.
i hope your happy being miserable.
then i found a way to keep all of our best kept secrets on the grapevine. as much as it hurts, crying only makes things worse. dont become of a victim of victim's syndrome. dont cry for attention, it only leads to tension. make up excuses because the reasons were never good enough anyway.
the weight on my shoulders holds me down the way depression always could.
the color blue isnt just meant for blood anymore.
i want a memory to decide my life on, a de(a)fining moment.
its kind of like how kurt cobain knew he was going to commit suicide years before he actually did.
like everyone had him wrong.
ive got all this pain in my arms and legs trying to hold or chase you.
lying isnt entertaining but its certainly her favorite pastime.
you never forget the lies but you always forget the promises.
i cant sleep without the AMBIENce of her anymore.
im either falling in or failing at love.
bleach my eyes because the black around them reminds me of what i did for you.
the fights and the altercations.
the bruises not meant for skin but egos.
it was always a choice between love or live.
found out i was just a masterpiece to the puzzle.
whispered that my voice would always be in your f(ears).
i never wanted to make us work,
it was always about working to make us.
xxooxxoo
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| Because i couldnt stand to wake up to not having something written about me |
[20 Dec 2007|11:44am] |
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"Peter,
This is not a question. This is more of a statement. Open your eyes and begin to read.
You have changed.
You don't want to believe it, but you have.
Coming from a huge Fall Out Boy fan, this should mean a lot to you.
I attended the Young Wild Things Tour in Sacramento, California
Waited out in the drizzled rain and freezing cold for you to come out of your bus and talk to us loyal fans.
Do you know what you did instead?
You hid your big full of air-head with a box, ran into your tour bus, and hid until we couldn't take it anymore.
I waited for hours, no response.
If you came out and talked to the people there later, that's great.
But I highly doubt you did.
I've been with Fall Out Boy since Evening Out With Your Girlfriend.
I miss the old Wentz, the one that made jokes, made us all smile.
The new Wentz, takes the term "Jackass" to a new level.
I'm quite excited to see if you respond, and I can laugh at your teenie-bop-wannabe-fans responses. I hope it gives them something to fight over.
I will always be a Fall Out Boy fan,
I will always be a Pete Wentz fan,
I love all four of you boys to a new level.
But you need to look in a mirror,
come to realize you're a jerk
that forgot about all of us.
A greedy jerk, that loves himself.
Oh, and by the way
Thanks for bringing Ashlee Simpson to the arena.
Yes, she was there. I saw.
Is she more important than us?
Real nice.
Go pose for some teenie bop magazines instead of hurting us loyal fans.
We don't want you anymore. asked by Hdawgxcore on December 10, 2007"
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Answer
sometimes listening to a dog can mean more than listening to your heart. everything changes, from stars to blades of grass. if people didn't change how could anyone become who they are today? i know you want the kid from wilmette back, the kid who thought the world was out to get him and now it's not just paranoia(when is it ever really?). im not going to sit here and type a lie to you and say i havent changed. i have. and if you dont like it, that's just your opinion. some would consider 2007 me an upgrade from 2006 me. and not just because i keep pictures of the insides of my pants inside my pants. you dont want to know what i go through everyday. imagine seeing your most loved one tell you they cant stand who you've become, and multiply that by hearing that every day. that's a glimpse of what i deal with on this interweb. im the cyber punk who was more punk than cyber.
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so basically, this is my response to the whole "you've sold out" syndrome going around. who am i to judge myself, i have the whole internet to do that for me.
it should always be about the music, and not the people. if you're a fall out boy fan since eowyg then you know our evolution as artists has been for the best, because evening out is as far from our best as fans like Hdawgxcore/you are from reason.
i'll always love you more than you'll ever love me,
pete.
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| thnks fr th nws |
[15 Dec 2007|07:51am] |
so basically everyone's been talking about these magic DVD's. no it's not release the bats two, and no it's not a reality show starring(more like scarring) FOB, and it's definitely not Goodnight Moon. it's just not what youll be thinking of.
the first dvd is going to be a live show from the honda civic tour 2007 with backstage footage to make all your hearts sink. the second is going to be the rumoured reality show but in reality, it's a documentary in the vein of gimmie shelter and some kind of monster/jeanae.
the last one is going to be called your infinite highness and will run about an hour long. it's a cartoon amination without dialouge about our writing process and early drafts of the songs for IOH. it will bring together some of the themes like the cricket and the tarot cards. all of this will be available around summer and fall(for you).
if you wanna see the editing process until then, our friend nick is putting up little extras over at his blogspot.
thats all for now,
underdogs and fancy kids.
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